Neglected Time
Neglected Time by Cate Schultz
We need to know everything
A sense of immediacy
A sense of distress
From what?
When has this been a race?
Did I miss the start?
Or are they all truly behind
Maybe I’m in the wrong lane
Or maybe I have always been in the right one
The one that doesn’t speed
That appreciates the way the sun sparkles on the leaves
The way a mother bends down to hug her little one
The one that notices the grace
Opposed to the minutes rushing by
But I missed the exit
I was supposed to follow you
I don’t have a GPS
Because
What’s the point of watching the seasons
When you can only see them
From above
Does the snow look as beautiful from up there?
Do you still believe life tries to be fair?
I yearn for your presence
Your answers to my questions
Your words about the leaves changing
Now when I see them
All I see is brown.